Monika Phoenix. 19. Sydney. Uni Student. Gothic Lolita. Alternative Modeling. Antiques.msn: alolitascorned@hellokitty.com
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Monika Phoenix. 19. Sydney. Uni Student. Gothic Lolita. Alternative Modeling. Antiques.Sister, She Wants Revenge
| David: | If there was an island sinking and you could only save one person would you save Sheldon, Leonard or Carrie? |
| Me: | Sheldon, duh! |
So much has happened I don’t think I can fill you all in. The divorce proceedings have finally been completed. My father will be getting a little less then half the assets. The day for his eviction is not known, but I hope it will be soon. I will be helping my mother pay off the bills and mortgage. I’ve been having heaps of fun lately with plenty of social commitments there to distract me from the inevitable. I now am sure that I need to learn French for my future career. My uni however, does not offer it anymore so I am stuck only doing Japanese for now. I might have to switch university. No problem. I still have my job with plenty of work coming up. I’ve spent a few grand on shopping this last month. I didn’t realise I had the ability to do that. I’m still fighting a battle over control. Not only control of myself, but also others. I always feel it is my duty to step in and control situations, situations some friends would rather not deal with. I obviously do it only if they want me to, but why is it my responsibility? Why do I feel it is so, and why do my friends expect so? This behaviour is beyond my control. I can only observe these strange patterns. On another subject. I’ve been waiting to fight for a long time. My anger has been building up these past years, and have yearned for all kinds of destruction. I have a feeling its thirst will be quenched soon. So very soon.
Is that meant to be a creative art of Sin (FFX)? I don’t know why but that is what comes to my mind when I look at it!Words cannot describe how much I want this book D:
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Karaoke at Phoenix for Monika’s b’day celebrations [171109]
Thanks Amy for taking the photo :)
‘Twas truly amazing. I haven’t been that happy in a long time!](http://3.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ktb0dvTZoD1qzty7yo1_400.jpg)
‘Twas truly amazing. I haven’t been that happy in a long time!Karaoke at Phoenix for Monika’s b’day celebrations [171109]
Thanks Amy for taking the photo :)
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Pamela wants to say hi. :)
In case some have no idea what is happening. We are all going Chinatown on Tuesday to celebrate end of exams and my birthday. We are all meeting at the station at 9am to catch the 9:05am train. Amy you catch it at 9:26am, and Tiffany 9:17am. We are basically hanging around and probably showing people places they have never been(Shibuya), then some Capitol. Then some Takumi :) And yeah, fun fun funnnn.
